Post by Annabeth Porter on Nov 8, 2023 7:35:56 GMT -5
For Helena Kane
To say Annabeth wasn't nervous as she waited for a response from Tybalt, keep on telling herself that he possible won't believe her, she has let everybody down when she lead with her heart. At this time her heart felt there was a massive knot because she no longer have Astor to run to, she doesn't have a friend to talk to. She only have herself which for her is scary, she always had somebody telling her what to do. Annabeth knows that Helena tells her that she will figure out what she fight for but even if she does she is too scared.
As the days went pass her fear grew and there was times when she was alone she was pacing the floor, trying to think of what Astor tell her to do. Astor always knew the words to say to her. Annabeth have become more reserved since she was told the news, not like it was possible cause she hardly talked anyway, so it not much of a surprise. However, when she received the letter, she felt a some weight lift off her shoulder, however reading the word Courage, she read over it about one hundred times. Yet it felt like there was some sort of mistake because she doesn't feel brave. She feels like she have no courage. mostly because she never really been told she was brave or anything like that.
She knew that she possible will talk to Helena about what was said and what Simon told her. It was a lot because Simon tried to get her to carry on his work to use her kindness to get people to trust her and using the knowledge that nobody would expect her to work in her favor. She just couldn't do it, she not a fighter, she a scared little girl, who is lost.
When Helena called her to the office she breath as she made her way, wearing a black dress, suitable to wear for mourning as she made her way. As she arrived she knocked on the door making her presence known. Helena been nice to her even though she could of thrown her away like everybody else have. when she walked in there was no expression on her face, there was no softness, just the look of emptiness. Annabeth gave a little bow of the head out of respect. "You requested to speak with me."
To say Annabeth wasn't nervous as she waited for a response from Tybalt, keep on telling herself that he possible won't believe her, she has let everybody down when she lead with her heart. At this time her heart felt there was a massive knot because she no longer have Astor to run to, she doesn't have a friend to talk to. She only have herself which for her is scary, she always had somebody telling her what to do. Annabeth knows that Helena tells her that she will figure out what she fight for but even if she does she is too scared.
As the days went pass her fear grew and there was times when she was alone she was pacing the floor, trying to think of what Astor tell her to do. Astor always knew the words to say to her. Annabeth have become more reserved since she was told the news, not like it was possible cause she hardly talked anyway, so it not much of a surprise. However, when she received the letter, she felt a some weight lift off her shoulder, however reading the word Courage, she read over it about one hundred times. Yet it felt like there was some sort of mistake because she doesn't feel brave. She feels like she have no courage. mostly because she never really been told she was brave or anything like that.
She knew that she possible will talk to Helena about what was said and what Simon told her. It was a lot because Simon tried to get her to carry on his work to use her kindness to get people to trust her and using the knowledge that nobody would expect her to work in her favor. She just couldn't do it, she not a fighter, she a scared little girl, who is lost.
When Helena called her to the office she breath as she made her way, wearing a black dress, suitable to wear for mourning as she made her way. As she arrived she knocked on the door making her presence known. Helena been nice to her even though she could of thrown her away like everybody else have. when she walked in there was no expression on her face, there was no softness, just the look of emptiness. Annabeth gave a little bow of the head out of respect. "You requested to speak with me."