Post by Regan Lassiter on Mar 31, 2023 9:24:26 GMT -5
[ For Cassian Rainecourt ]
The wolf rippled under her skin. The full moon was close—so painfully, agonizingly close.
Akagi had been true to his word; he’d seen Regan healed as well as she could be. Most importantly, she was alive—or at least, that’s the fact she continuously redirected herself to when her fingers reached up to brush the map of raised scars on her face. Regan hadn’t sought a mirror since the first time Akagi had let her see what she’d become. She didn’t want to look, though the image still lingered in her mind.
All she wanted to do was hunt. Hunt and burn.
Perhaps it was silly. Regan had always been steeped in insecurity, which was, in a way, its own kind of vanity. The child in her heart still waited, hungry for whatever scrap of affection was tossed her way. Proof that she could be enough—if only for a moment. The ball had been that moment; where she’d tasted beauty and savored it.
It made this even harder.
Regan, however, wouldn’t admit that was the source of her frustration. Instead, she’d decided to redirect her anger elsewhere. Toward Zevran. Toward Alys. Toward Berengar and the witch who’d brought this upon her. The longer she was confined to the tent, the longer she had to stew. And the longer she stewed the angrier she became.
When a party to check on her progress arrived, Regan emphatically assured the witch and healer that had come to assess her condition that she was ready to return. Though skeptical at first, the witch agreed and a portal was opened for them to leave. Regan didn’t want to see Akagi again. He was too nice, too reassuring, too…good. She didn’t want to be comforted. She wanted justice.
When she stepped foot back in Nevermere, it was around suppertime. Thankfully, that meant most soldiers were in the mess and Regan could mostly pass unimpeded. Regan kept her head down, let her hair hang in her face, but she did not stop. She marched quickly as the guard she’d returned with endeavored to keep up with her. Regan was headed straight for the king.
He was in his private dining hall. Regan would step before the guard, whose eyebrows rose at the sight of her, and insist on entry. The guard witch shot the one by the door a look of caution. After a moment’s hesitation, the guard would step inside and announce Regan’s arrival.