Eirwen rose when @elaxi called out to her the tall dark haired Dresmondi was breathing sporadically, her green eyes were wild and wet from the tears she didn't even know were there falling down her face. Bloody feathered fists clenched and unclenched with each breath but she couldn't breath it seemed, "that bitch took him from me ! She took Ermir! I HATE HER!"

She kicked the nearest wooden set of crates and screamed ! Yule retreated within himself thinking perhaps Eirwen had finally broke for good, others would possibly think she was asinine because Eirwen had personally killed more of her own kind but the principal she stood on was that those people didn't matter to her. Ermir did. He mattered.

"Tazmin, I hate her! And I'm glad she's dead," Eirwen spat as she frantically started to pace, Yule had been feeding off Eirwen's energy letting cool air emulate throughout the Last Call, "and yeah she's dead she got what she deserved and it should all be even but it makes my heart hurt either way....Ermir was good and he kept me together if that makes sense and now..what do I need to be good for?"

Be good for his memory. And Eirwen seemed to break, sinking to the floor, the cold was getting worse as Yule was causing the temperature to drop in the air.

"im not good," she cried, "don't act like i am either, only ermir could see it though and he's dead," her eyes flashed every emotion possible and a new light seemed to burn behind them, darker than before if it was believable, "so why not just be who i am...can you honestly say without lying to me that im good?"

Eirwen looked up at Elaxi furiously wiping tears away but fresh ones wouldn't fall now, she was cried out, and she rubbed her eyes raw, "so are you saying I can stay and work? i don't wanna lose this place cause it's all we got of him now."

Eirwen hugged Elaxi against her will very tightly, "oh thank you! Thank you so much, I promise I'll be on my best behavior for you just like for Ermir! I'll do whatever you say!"