Zarha was wondering around Nevermere after the party of Othello, she needed fresh air and let out steam. She can't break, she can't let people see her as weak. Why does every time she was foolish enough to want to get close to people they turn around and fucking push her away. She is tired of trying, Abbott, Warren, Regan they all say go out there interact with people, do other things that not training. Talk to soldiers. However look like the only orders she can't follow not matter how hard she tries is to make friends.

Everybody else make it soo easy what is wrong with her? She thought Othello wanted to be her friend? But she was a fool, However, instead being at a party here in a muddy field crying on her eyes out. Maybe the only thing she good for is training, not talking to people, not interacting with anyone. Maybe it for the best for her not to open her mouth unless to cast magic. She possible need to tell @warren that the studies are pointless because the only thing she good at is fighting. She is not a leader, she is just a commoner with nothing going for her.

She possible kneeling in the mud for hours as by the time she was standing up it was dark. She didn't realize that she was out that long and she can't see which way to go. So she felt around and she felt for rock and used it to smash her pinky finger on her non dominate hand as she started summoning a beast. it took some times. It was this hound like creature to help her get back to the the military well the edge before she would send it back.

Once summoned she use the light from it tail to help guide her back. by the time she arrived back it would be possible be midnight. before she entered she sent back her summon and she got a healing potion and headed to bed. She will have a wash in the morning.