The peace that formerly reigned in Terra Nova has eroded, now little more than a memory. War ravages the continent. Disputes divide kingdoms; ideals divide families. The quest for power consumes absolutely and indiscriminately. None are immune to its allure.
Who will rise and who will fall? Only time—and ambition—will tell.
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05.26.2023
2 month character creation hold for all existing members begins 6/5/2023. Ended 8/5/2023.
10.29.2023
Change in how times flows. Was 4 IC seasons, now only 2 IC seasons per 1 OOC year.
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Miriel was doing her best. It was something she said over and over to herself whenever she failed at something the first time around. In this case it was a double-shot with her bow and arrow. She had really gotten good with the bow and arrow during her pregnancy, but she wanted to step it up. Thus, she was working on shooting two arrows at the same time. She had dragged out some targets and while arrows were littered everywhere, she wasn't giving up anytime soon.
But she had run out, and so to keep pushing herself she ran sprints to grab them one at a time. She was putting her all into training, and that meant all sides of things. Fitness and accuracy was going to help her on the battlefield, should she ever have to be there. And from what Catrin said, you had to be battle ready even if there wasn't one on the horizon. So she would be.
Truly the Parabolti’s insistence upon training was an abomination of the natural world order. Not only were females inherently lesser than their male counterparts, but they were softer, too. Delicate. Little creatures whose foolishness necessitated protection from themselves. Like mice, perhaps, or pretty songbirds who had not yet learned - or rather, forgotten - to stop singing when the hawk soared overhead. No matter. They would remember.
Starting with this one right here. She was an attractive woman, Leander noted, eyes tracing her curves as he sidled closer. A shame she was already claimed, and by a Cyrilson no less. That, of course, explained why she thought she could rise above her place in life. From his place to the side, Leander watched as she began to run for an arrow that had landed flat on the ground nearby, and just as she bent to reach for it, he stepped forward and rested his boot on the piece of wood. “Now, now,” He sneered down at her, patronizing. “Don’t go touching what isn’t yours.”
Miriel looked up with a start, managing not to squeak like a mouse. Catrin had said that didn't really help strike fear into anyone, or make the Parabolti seem as legitimate, but it was something to adjust to. And so reached her hand back but she stood where she had been rather than flinching back.
"Oh apologies, were you shooting as well and our arrows got mixed up?" Her words were honest because Miriel, bless her heart, honestly thought that had to be the case. She had yet to deal with anyone telling her the Parabolti weren't legitimate. So she just smiled at the man, sorry that she had mistaken her arrow for his!
Like the feeble creature she was, she smiled up at him and apologized in lieu of issuing a challenge as any warrior would have. She responded to Miriel, he remembered belatedly, and she had proven his point quite nicely: though the females could adorn themselves in all the trappings of a warrior, they lacked every quality inherent in actual warriors. Of course, they could not be blamed for their shortcomings any more than a bird could be blamed for singing at daybreak; it was simply in their nature.
“Oh, no, that’s not it at all,” Leander corrected her, a smile that more closely resembled a smirk crossing his lips. “Let me explain.” A pause, to make sure she was listening and understood. They had such little minds after all. To emphasize his point, he would gesture to each of the objects as he named them when he continued, “These arrows, that bow in your hand, and that quiver on your back all belong to warriors.” His gaze traveled the length of her body. “You are many things, but a warrior is not one of them.”
A confused expression crossed her face when the skinny man started to explain that wasn't why they were his arrows. He seemed nice enough, smiling and everything, but the smile looked more like something she had seen on men before she had been married off. Like she was a piece of meat, and they were figuring out how to use and abuse her. It was one of the things she was starting to realize she didn't like about Coheed.
Nodding to show that she was listening, Miriel was pretty sure this wasn't a kind man looking to pick up his arrows, and his words only confirmed it. This was one of the people that Catrin was talking about, one of the men who doubted. And now she was going to have to try not to be herself and start shaking or run away like her mind wanted to. Swallowing hard, she chewed on her lip and tried not to cry as she had been taught.
"I am a Parabolti, we are training to protect Coheed, something we all strive for." Gripping her bow tightly she took a shuddering breath and continued. "I am a warrior." It seemed like something her leader would say, or maybe she would have used stronger language?
She might have managed to hold back tears, but Leander had a keen nose for weakness. Such shame spilled from her like blood from a gaping wound, and now the shark had come to feast. With that smirk still curling his lip, he listened to her words, heard the hesitation in her voice, and saw that despite them, she braced herself like a creature beaten into submission. Her body still knew its place, even if she tried to convince her mind otherwise.
Leander stepped forward, for once as confident as she was insecure. “Who are you trying to convince?” Quiet and smooth, the words were like poisoned honey. “Me or yourself?” A shark in the water, he circled her, slowly, leisurely, until he stood before her once more with judgement written in every line of his lean frame. “I do not see anyone capable of defending Coheed. I see a scared little mouse who thinks she can run with the cats.”
It wasn't right. She hadn't said the right thing, and this man was now circling. Catrin would have been disappointed, and that was heart-breaking in itself, not to mention that this man was telling her she was something she was trying to be. But worse was that he was right, reading her like the open book she had always been taught to be. She didn't have a hard edge to her, but she wasn't going to standby and let others fight for her family.
"Mice can even scare elephants sometimes." Catrin had told her to get angry. So she tried her best, thinking about defending her daughter and protecting her son while he was so so young. And how this man would see that skill taken away from her. "I will fight to the death for my family and Coheed." It was taking a lot out of her to keep this up, but her racing heart was keeping her going.
“Can they now?” His voice rose and fell as if humoring a child who had introduced to him some unknown piece of information, one worthy of far more skepticism than belief. After a moment of watching her quake, he continued, “Mice are foolish creatures.” Unlike her own, his words were thoughtful, as much statements of fact as hers had been thinly veiled questions. “Flighty. Not too bright. Wouldn’t know that getting in the way of an elephant when one is oh so small is asking to get crushed.”
He smiled. She quivered some more.
And made an assertion about her willingness to trade death for her family and kingdom. How noble. Still, Leander was not without praise for such a display of dedication: “Good. At least you’ve prepared for what shall come to pass.” A heartbeat of silence. “I should hate to have to correct your expectations in this matter.” His gaze traveled over her once more. “It would be a shame, though, to lose one so young. A waste when your natural talents so clearly lie elsewhere.”
Word play and arguments were far from Miriel’s forte. She had been trained to cow her head and agree with her superior sex, men. But according to Kaalim they were more now, they weren’t just property and this rude… rude… jerk, was not getting with the program. Unfortunately she really didn’t know how to say something like that in an effective manner. Instead she threw out her best comeback. ”Cats lick their own butt so they aren’t that smart either.” Mhmm not quite enough. ”And I’ve killed a cat.” Nailed it.
And now she had started, Miriel felt she couldn’t draw back into her shell. She had to keep it up, so she squared her shoulders as he stared at her. Sure, it made her skin crawl, but she knew she could say no to men. It was something she often forgot, but once she had started it was a bit easier to continue. Her voice was still soft, not yet mastering the whole projection thing, but it was starting to lose the tremble as the man continued to berate her. ”I can be a mother and a warrior. I am both. How can I be a loving mother if I don’t protect them?” It was her biggest reason for joining the Parabolti, well that and originally Catrin wouldn’t take no for an answer but she figured this guy would have a field day with that answer.
Clearly unimpressed at her claims, Leander looked down at the female and wondered if perhaps he ought to lower his expectations of her even further. Doing so would be difficult, but he had little doubt that he would prevail.
As he watched, she straightened up and eyed him with her best imitation of determination. Or ferocity. Or whatever quality that those who would never understand what it meant to be a warrior thought that all warriors possessed. It wasn’t convincing. Leander looked at her and saw the softness of her body and heard the softness in her voice. Still a little songbird playing pretend.
“How can you be a loving mother if you spend your time on the training grounds, where warriors belong, rather than by your children’s sides?” He countered easily, silkily. A note of disgust entered his voice, intended to shame. “While their father spends all day taking care of his family, you would repay him by neglecting your own duties - and for what? To try to do what he does best?”
Miriel had thought her words were smart, but apparently she was still failing, her heart jumping into her throat, making her open and close her mouth as the man drawled on about her inadequacies. It wasn't fair, she wasn't taught what to do in cases like this, and yet here she was. Being proud of what she was doing wasn't even something on her mind.
She did however have an exact plan for what to say when his next words spilled out. He did it with ease so she tried her best to do the same, meek voice and all. "Izen gave me permission actually, he wants me to." As the words came out she realized just how it sounded. She was learning a little too slow how this whole verbal sparring thing went. "And I want too of course."
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“Izen wants you to,” Leander repeated, eyebrows rising and tone light as if he thought that argument held any merit. Then he shook his head, tsking like a teacher correcting a student’s erroneous belief. “Obedience is so deeply ingrained in you that even while attempting to prove your independence, you still only obey the orders of your husband.”
He took a step closer. “Let me tell you a secret.” Lowering his voice as if imparting some pearl of wisdom, he continued, “Even if he gave you his permission, he has set you up for failure. Just as a stubborn child must learn their limits, you have chosen the hard way to learn your own.” A long pause, and then:
“I only hope that after you have spent all this time away from them, your children remember you when you finally learn where you belong.”
Years and years of tradition had literally been beaten in Miriel, and yet she was expected to change like Catrin had overnight. She just wasn't that person though, and it was showing in how easily Leander was tearing into her. It was frustrating, and she felt like she was watching herself, if only she could reach out and shake some sense into herself.
Especially as she sucked in a breath as he stepped closer, although at least some form of instinct took over, the arrows she had collected pointing tip out towards him to prevent him from getting closer without getting poked. One thing she had learned had been self-defense against a man that wasn't her husband, Cora hadn't wanted them to be bedded by just anyone, although she had never had to deal with such things before.
"My children are my world, and they won't even notice my training given the fact that they are children. This is the new way, and I-" Clearing her throat she continued on. "I am not going to stop because you don't agree with the chieftain." There. That was more of a Magda move, but she had to pull from anyone to deal with this overwhelming situation.